and all the papers except one which covers the printed
sheet; this is rubbed with a smooth piece of box-wood, and the business
is done.
On the 6th of this month we engaged Nancy Prow as a servant,
at 12/ per month.
16th. I got another quire of large paper for printing,
and made great preparations for the business.—Struck off a few Skeletons.
21st. Busy at finishing off my books and printing Skeletons,
as well as waiting on living skeletons.—I have been considering the means
of lessening my expenses. In order to remove one considerable source, I
took an opportunity at bed-time to mention to my wife the impropriety of
her sister Helen’s further stay with us, and insisted peremptorily that
she should leave us.—The subject had been canvass’d in my mind for some
time. I had been press’d for want of money, and a sort of desperation drove
me to this resolution, however disagreeable it might be to wound the feelings
of one so dear to me. I had reason to repent my rashness; her tender nature
could not ear so rude a shock. After some expostulations with me she fell
into a state of the most pitiful distraction, and exhibited such a deplorable
picture of misery as would defy all attempts at description.